AGH.

Just, AGH!

Words cannot describe how angry I am. I literally spent the entirety of yesterday and today distracting myself from watching Code Geass.

No, it's not because I had something better to do (Which I do, actually, but that's a completely different story), it's because the story is way too damn intense.

Yeah, I said it. I can't handle the excitement. Literally.

It physically (or psychologically, I can't really tell the difference) pains me whenever I watch something exciting, or embarrassing, happen. Like (SPOILER) when Lelouch accidentally orders Euphy to kill the Japanese people? Yeah, I'm not even past that stupid episode yet. Whenever I try to un-pause it, it makes me extremely uncomfortable, to the level of pain.

It's difficult to explain, I'm sorry, I'm not doing a great job at it. I suppose it's not the exciting parts that bother me so much as the parts when they make terrible mistakes, like Lelouch's great move mentioned early...
("Holy shit, what did you just do!?")

...to mistakes that embarrass the character, like Euphy herself.

("DON'T DO IT, EUPHY! Don't you know how they'll feel about you if you order their murder? You were so kind to them before, and now the Geass is going to ruin your reputation! Just go die, don't humiliate yourself!")

It makes me pause the video and leave the room whenever that happens. I don't giggle manically whenever people make a fool of themselves like this...

Well, my birthday is in five days, so that's fun

My parents are the kind that just go with me to the store to get my present, so I'll be going in a few days to get my full Artemis Fowl set (I feel so dirty, getting it four months after I read the entire series) and possibly other books. Any recommendations from the people out there?